Posted By: Theresa
Anxiety, stress, etc. - 02/11/2017 01:35
I never used to be one to suffer from these symptoms, but over the last couple of years, I find I'm feeling worse and this past year is becoming the final straw for me.
Work, neighbours and just general society is making me feel more and more annoyed, irritable and anxious.
I'm getting annoyed with myself at how irritable I've become and how much more I'm hating people.
I'm getting massive road rage, to the point I expect I'm going to have an accident soon or someone is going to get out of their car and batter me, but it's all down to what people are doing wrong as they think of themselves and not give a shit about anyone else.
I have neighbours visitors parking over my drive as they can't be bothered to park a few feet away and walk.
I have problems at one of my jobs with someone reporting me to senior managers about stuff I've done, yet they do it themselves, etc, etc.
Peoples actions are generally getting on top of me and it's seriously doing my head in.
I know it's life, but I'm sick of peoples inconsiderations having an effect on my life and the feeling of not being able to do anything about it.
I don't want to and can't see a doctor due to theirs and my lack of availablity.
As all my neighbours seem to smoke weed and not give a shit about their actions, I've considered it myself, but I don't want to get done for drug driving, nor do I want to start smoking again
I've even looked to see if I can buy cannabis resin eliquid for my ecig
I've seen that you can buy things like Kalms to help, but do they help?
Does anyone have any recommendations for anything I can buy over the counter that might help calm me down a bit?
I have no problems sleeping (unless some inconsiderate neighbour/ decides to sound their horn several times at 7am), I just need something to 'take the edge' of how I've been feeling lately
Only the thought of prison and having some self control is stopping me from being the next lunatic killer you see in the headlines
Oh and there we go, just as I think this is the most peaceful time of the day/night, some decides to let a firework off ffs
Is it me or do I really need to start accepting these pricks are part of my life and deal with it?
The sooner I win the lottery and get my own island away from people, the better
Work, neighbours and just general society is making me feel more and more annoyed, irritable and anxious.
I'm getting annoyed with myself at how irritable I've become and how much more I'm hating people.
I'm getting massive road rage, to the point I expect I'm going to have an accident soon or someone is going to get out of their car and batter me, but it's all down to what people are doing wrong as they think of themselves and not give a shit about anyone else.
I have neighbours visitors parking over my drive as they can't be bothered to park a few feet away and walk.
I have problems at one of my jobs with someone reporting me to senior managers about stuff I've done, yet they do it themselves, etc, etc.
Peoples actions are generally getting on top of me and it's seriously doing my head in.
I know it's life, but I'm sick of peoples inconsiderations having an effect on my life and the feeling of not being able to do anything about it.
I don't want to and can't see a doctor due to theirs and my lack of availablity.
As all my neighbours seem to smoke weed and not give a shit about their actions, I've considered it myself, but I don't want to get done for drug driving, nor do I want to start smoking again
I've even looked to see if I can buy cannabis resin eliquid for my ecig
I've seen that you can buy things like Kalms to help, but do they help?
Does anyone have any recommendations for anything I can buy over the counter that might help calm me down a bit?
I have no problems sleeping (unless some inconsiderate neighbour/ decides to sound their horn several times at 7am), I just need something to 'take the edge' of how I've been feeling lately
Only the thought of prison and having some self control is stopping me from being the next lunatic killer you see in the headlines
Oh and there we go, just as I think this is the most peaceful time of the day/night, some decides to let a firework off ffs
Is it me or do I really need to start accepting these pricks are part of my life and deal with it?
The sooner I win the lottery and get my own island away from people, the better